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My Emotional Clearing Testimony
Emotional Clearing with God
* My Emotional Clearing Testimony *
Emotional Health l Emotional Health 1 l Emotional Health 2 l Emotional Health 3 l Emotional Health 4
Emotional Transformation l Empowering Emotions l Emotional Spiritual Health l Emotional Clearing with God
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Therapeutic-grade essential oils is God's medicine that works miraculously. But I want you to know that God can also heal you emotionally and physically; how the oils work is also how God works.
Unadulterated essential oils is God's medicine for body & spirit (biblically documented); they contain God's Persona for the reason why they work like God. However, the healing that comes from the oils is an indirect source of God's healing as through a CREATION of God. For those who are in complete unity with God the emotional clearing is done by God directly. Using the oils is a great "medium" souce of healing between humans and God. But we do not want to substitute God for oils! The healing that comes from the oils is here-n-now only...its effects won't get you into heaven/eternity if that is your goal. It is being in complete unity with God directly that leads to eternity.
There are some things you need to be aware of BEFORE you begin emotional clearing with oils.
Reading about my inner healing with God will give you an idea of how the oils work too.
My Emotional Clearing with God Testimony—learn from my experience
During my life transformation journey with God, it came time for me to forgive my birth mother whom I had a very "unpleasant" relationship with growing up as a child. Although I was the one was mistreated I had to forgive, let go, and put it behind me. Folks, the only way to be healed emotionally is to go through it; face it and release it. All went well on the phone to her. It was a relief to get that over with. I had to do it. It was necessary for my inner healing and spiritual growth to move forward in life, and for God to forgive me. I thought great it is all done—right?!
Two days afterwards as I was sitting in front of the computer I started to feel odd. God started bringing UP within my BEing things that happened to me even before childhood—going back to infancy! As I was feeling-experiencing these things I wrote them down.
Feelings of: pain, suffering, didn't belong, what's going on, why, what happened, where did the love go, didn't see love any more, saw darkness and evil, trauma, alone, no protection, a prey, had to hide from the evil thing that chased me, where did the peace go, all of the sudden waking up to a nightmare and then realizing this nightmare was my new reality (life on Earth), I wanted to go back but the door behind me closed, I am trapped here, abandoned, there was no one here to greet me, no one here to love me, I didn't ask for this life, I don't want to be here, didn't know how to except this as my new reality, I want somebody to notice me, I want someone to pay attention to me, my needs, a cry for help, my needs not being met.
My needs were not met as an infant and from that rooted "failure mentality" which was embedded within my BEing (way of being) which explained why I couldn't succeed in life no matter how hard I tried. I finally got exhausted and gave up trying, satisfying for less. Depressed, I got a goiter on my neck. The spiritual emotional root cause of goiter is not having your goals fulfilled. Life was hard, a struggle, and against me.
What God brought up in me also was the traumatic experience I had during the birth process; my transaction from heaven to earth. In addition to not accepting life on planet Earth, God also revealed to me that I did not accept my birth parents or myself, and told me I had to start accepting things.
Just to let you know how serious negative emotions affect our health...
When I was on the phone to my birth mother that day she was telling me all of her health conditions...I wrote them all down so that I could look them up later. Now get this. My mom told me how doing chores really bothered her; she really dreaded doing them. Her boyfriend moved out and then was left to deal with all the responsibilities on her own. She also told me she had a disorder called NARCOLEPSY. When I looked it up Narcolepsy in the Feelings Buried Alive Never Die book it states the root cause is: don't want to cope anymore, weary of responsibilities, wishing responsibilities would go away!!!!!!!! Your Body Is Talking; Are You Listening?
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When I learned the emotion PITYFUL was not of God (not of me), I stopped feeding it; stopped re-acting to it. Whatever you feed grows; stop feeding it and it will flee. Whenever I felt "pitiful" coming on, I chose to respond a different way other than RE-acting with crying. When I'd go in to stores and seen all the things I could not afford to buy or have, I had this internal pity-party going on; "oh you poor thing...you can't afford...you can't have...you want it but can't have it...it's nice isn't it but you can't have it...boo hoo hoo." It's true, it takes about three weeks from NOT RE-ACTING to these patterns for them to be broken and gone. I was in my old RV (motor home) when all of the sudden I felt a tantrum coming on. I started swinging my arms, said the Lord's name in vain (not me but 'it') then a voice from within said to me "peace, be still". So I stood there in stillness while it (the pitiful unclean spirit) came out of me!!!!! Some experts say negative emotions are energy trapped in the body that need released—devils are of negative energy. "Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." -James 4:7
Modern psychiatry describes these devils as neuroses or psychoses. These demons or unclean spirits of our own making; psychological disorders, hang-ups, phobias, sub-personalities, multiple personalities, false identities and psychiatric diseases, hide our true selves. For instance: a dead or rotten piece of meat will grow maggots; parasites that feed off of it until nothing is left of it, until it perishes. When our soul and spirit on the inside sours we will grow unpleasant things too!—that feed off of us, robbing us of our positive energy (God) resulting in negative effects on the physical plane. "First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside will also be clean." -Matthew 23:25 These parasites rob us of the Gifts God has for us...health, wealth, and success.
These unclean spirits is not who we are. They get cleverly disguised to where we think that that's who we are; but they are not us. They are them! We need to sort out the things that are not of God; not us, and get rid of them. In order to experience the fullness of God is to get rid of the things not of God.
Unclean spirits do not like essential oils, they are repelled by them, because of the essential oil's high vibrations, put there by God, are too much and make these unclean spirits want to leave. When using oils for casting out evil spirits, consider Matthew 12:43-45 when you have them cleared, you must fill the void with righteousness. Young Livings therapeutic-grade ROSE oil has the highest electromagnetic frequency of 320 MHz.
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Not being loved as a child also created errors within my BEing (way of being).
After reading Recovery Of Your Inner Child book, I started talking to 'it'—the Inner Child. A few weeks went by and still no response. Then one night watching Over The Top video; a story of a father trying to re-establish a broken relationship with his (about 8 year old) son, and seeing the love the father had for his son; 'it' spoke up. My Inner Child said, "I want to feel love but afraid".
When the Inner Child feels threatened, it goes into hiding building a thick wall around the heart. The Inner Child is a very important spiritual part of us and plays an important role in our lives. It holds the keys to creative power and is intelligent. It's still all a mystery to me. Much of the spirit-self is mysterious. Anyhow, I told my Inner Child everything is OK now and that 'it' didn't have to be afraid anymore—that Jesus is now with 'us'. And I explained to 'it' how it took in other people's emotional baggage on as its own, that other peoples view or opinion of 'us' is not who we are. (We must undo false childhood perceptions of the past playing out in our adult lives.) |
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My feelings got hurt badly as a child, and blocked out love. When you shut out love, you shut out God too...God is love. I got pre-programmed as a child that love=pain and developed "if this is love then I don't want it". I had within my BEing (way of being) "I am hurt, leave me alone". I pushed people away. I did not know/understand that I could be hurt and love at the same time. I never forgave, and built a wall up around my heart. Many of us have 'heart walls' (The Emotion Code), all walls need to be BROKEN (walls of fear, pain, etc.), walls block out the flow of God in us.
Then I started reading another book, this one on the heart charka. God healed me while reading it.
I am not going to mention this book's name as it was a "auto written" New Age book; on the heart chakra (love center). God can heal you through New Age books too, but you really have to be on the right side of the line; well-grounded in Jesus (the Jesus Christ of Nazerath!). I have not yet found a Christian version book on the chakras (energy centers). It is said the Hindu's were the first people who discovered the chakras. But God did create us; spiritually and physically, thus these energy centers is a spiritual part of us and need to be in balance to be WHOLE and for well-BEing (biblically referenced Isaiah 11:2). Much of the New Age books are in automatic writing; where the person gives up their body for another spirit to enter in and do the writing using their body. New Age books are spiritual and can open doors to evil spirits just reading them. Learn more about this under NEW-AGE DECEPTIONS.
When I got to the end of the first chapter and seen the steps to take that involved visualization (a New Age practice), I got mad throwing the book across the room. A week went by, still thinking about the book...I realized that this book was no mistake, it was in my life for a reason. Then I had a bright idea! I got Jesus. Jesus can take me through the steps! So I started reading the book again (this time with Jesus) and instantly I started to receive a healing; I didn't have to do any steps! The healing went on for three days (it took me that long to LET GO), I was in and out of a trance being healed (Experiencing The Spirit) in between reading the book off and on, with a lot of crying.
God's Holy Spirit took me back to a childhood time when I hated myself. It was cold, dark, and lonely; I no longer felt God's presence. The two years working full-time getting closer to God was all gone. I thought, "Oh, great. God told me I was to accept myself and now here I am back to where I hate myself." I felt so guilty and ashamed. (I had to repent for the sin of hating myself.) I felt so weak and helpless, like I had no muscles in my body (felt like a limp noodle). I couldn't leave even if I tried. There was no way out. I am trapped here. [I believe I must have been in some stage of hell, that perhaps a part of my soul was in hell that needed redeemed.]
[Still in my spiritual inner healing of the Inner Child]
I was a child (about 6 years old), in a pitch black room trapped with the scary things that haunted me as a child. I was terribly scared and crying out loud (spiritually and physically). I was terribly, terribly frightened. As a child (spiritually) and adult (physically) at the same time; the child scared to the max—the adult using reason like: just because I don't feel God's presence does not mean He is not there...just like a stormy day, the sun is behind the clouds. Then the door opened (still dark), it was time for the inner child to come out of hiding; Daddy God Jesus was there dressed in a very fine business suite. I came out and stood behind Daddy God Jesus, hiding behind His right leg, quenching it so very tightly, He stood between me and the scary things.
Then I was alone again. This time holding on to an end of a rope in what seemed to be an infinite dark space with no boundaries. I somehow knew that I was to LET GO of this rope. This rope was the 'hurt rope', my childhood wounds rope. It came time for me to let go of my childhood wounds and hurts. But couldn't because I was too scared. Filled with fear, there is nothing to catch me if I were to let go. I was crying immensely now, both the spiritual inner child and the physical adult me. So in fear, God telling me I need to let go, the enemy telling me if I let go I will die, God telling me if I keep holding on I will die. I was so confused, drained of energy. I was so tiered and exhausted from all and crying...I no longer cared if I died, I just wanted this nightmare to end. I decided to LET GO. The Secret Of Letting Go
I woke up the next morning, feeling really groggy and out of it. I thought to myself, I better lay-off reading any more of that book!!!! Give my body a rest. It wasn't until noon time that I realized I was healed :-)
I had a breakthrough from LIVING IN THE PAST on childhood inner wounds and hurts. (Whatever you are bound to on earth will carry over with you into eternity.) That was yet another factor that kept me from moving forward in life. It is a serious bondage, but me and God broke the chains and I am free of that. And my inner child got released. It was an incredible experience.
A few days afterwards I received my 'calling' from God and He told me it's not all over yet, that there is still another part that needs healed. I am still waiting for it to happen. I'll keep you posted!
This Emotional Clearing with God time frame is: December 2008 - April 2009
As I mentioned in the beginning, therapeutic-grade essential oils are God's medicine to the world. They can assist you in your inner healing and have helped many people become liberated. However I have not used any emotional freedom oils—I have Jesus and a close relationship with God. I share my testimonies to help people learn and grow. Now you know what to expect—either way you go.
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I got to the point of my life (age 42) that I realized there had to be more to life and that my way was not working; therefore I invited Jesus in so that I could have a better life here-n-now on earth.
Invite Jesus in your life, He purifies us from every sin.
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